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Indah pesona ratu kegelapan

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Sembunyi di balik hitam bayangan

Dalam aku sendiri sepi

Membuka hati menjerit mati

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Apakah malam menjadi teman

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Siapakah pagi mengusik mimpi

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Kemanakah pergi bintang malam ini

Bukan jiwa kan terluka

Bukan hati kan menangis

Namun cinta kan bahagia

Namun diri kan bersuka

Dan aku

Masihkah ada bunga mekar mengangkasa

Dan aku

Masihkah ada langit biru bergelora

Dan aku

Masih bermimpi menyuci hati

Dan aku

Masih disini di dalam sepi

C-Kink

Yogyakarta,Mei 2009

1ooTruths

BASIC
001. Real name → C-Kink Ardya or C-Kink noa Zoro
002. Like it? → I hope Sahid Syaifullah is better
003. Nickname(s)→ C-Kink. But I do allow you to call me “Nicholas Saputra”
004. Status → Une etudiant du Gadjah Mada Universitaire/ Gadjah Mada daigaku no gakusei desu/ student at Gadjah Mada University
005. Zodiac sign → Virgo, symbolic by a girl
006. Male or female → Male, Insya Allah…
007. Elementary→ SDN Beji VII Depok
008. Middle School → SLTPN 2 Depok
009. High School → SMUN 1 Depok
010. Hair color → Black. Will it be white or grey?
011. Long or short → Now is middle. I used to be bald, and used to be long-ioning hair.
012. Eye color → Black and white
013. Weight → 59 kg
014. Height → 183 cm
015. Righty or lefty → Righty
016. Loud or Quiet → Totemo shizuka desu/ very very quiet
017. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
018. Phone or Camera → Phone
019. Health freak → No
020. Piercings?→ Never
021. Do you have a crush on someone? → Maybe, but I don’t mind
022. Eat or Drink → Like to eat and also like to drink
023. Purse or Backpack → Purse, but empty-handed is better
024. Tattoos → Never
025. Do You Like Yourself? → Oui, d’accord/ Hai, so desu/ Yes I do
026. Current worry? → Always feel free

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice? → Jus d’orange/ orenji juusu/ orange juice
028. Night or Day? → Soir/ yoru/ night
029. Sun or Moon? → Both of them are gift
030. TV or Internet? → Internet
031.PlayStation or XBox? → Playstation. I did never play an X-Box
032. Kiss or Hug? → Both of them aren’t problem. Would you give me some? Hohoho…
033. Iguana or Turtle? → I had ever raise a turtle once
034. Spider or Bee? → Bee, they were on Al’Qur’an
035. Fall or Spring? → I hope I had them
036. Limewire or iTunes? → Don’t know both of them
037. Soccer or Baseball? → Love soccer so much

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery → Circumcision, maybe?
039. First piercing → Never
040. First best friend → I hope I have one…
041. First Sport → Faire du randonee/ shanposuru/ Walk
042. First award → 1^st rank on class, when I was on 4^th grade elementary
043. First crush → I don’t mind
044. First pet → Bird and fish. They was there on my home
045. First big vacation → Bali at high school. First time I went out from Java Island!
046. First big birthday → My little was full of big birthday party. Thanks to my parents, the purpose is to give me a lot of my friend. But I’m sorry now I don’t have any.

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating → Roasted rice with roasted chicken, 2 hours ago with my jiheishoo-kuni friends
048. Drinking → Ice coffeemix
049. I’m about to → Writing this post
050. Listening to →Winamp who plays l’arc~en~ciel
051. Singing → Just in my heart
052. Typing → This post
053. Waiting for → My funeral

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids → Yes, their name are Muhammad Sahid Syaifullah, Muhammad Sulaima Ibrahim, Siti Aisya Asmiranda or Siti Fatimah Khumaira
055. When → Later after married
056. Want to get married → ABSOLUTELY!!!
057. When → My first plan is when I’m on my 3^rd year college. But my Mom doesn’t agree, so let the time answer it
058. Where Do You Want To Live → Indonesia, especially Depok or Jogja
059. Careers in mind → Writer, musician and also statesman
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little → Train driver
061. Mellow Future Or Wild → Must get ready for both of them
062. Something You Would Never Try → Everything thing that is said forbidden on Al-Qur’an

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL? (OR BOY IF YOU’RE A GIRL)
063. Lips or eyes → Both of them. The way she stares and the way she talks
064. Shorter or taller → Shorter, easy to hug
065. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous, because romantic is DISGUISTING!!!
066. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both. Also nice personality and nice knowledge
067. Sensitive or loud → I don’t mind
068. Hook-up or relationship → Doesn’t matter, because I don’t understand
069. Trouble maker or hesitant → Problem solver and self-believer
070. Hugging or Kissing? → Give me each and I will answer. Huehehehe…
071. Tan Skinned or Light? → Not a matter, but not green please. That is an alien!!!
072. Dark or Light Hair? → Doesn’t matter, the most important thing is that she has a hair
073. Muscular or Normal? → Muscular? Wow, I will be the one who get knocked-out first!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts → Never lost glasses, but always damaged it
075. Ran away from home → Never. J’aime mon famille/ Watashi no kazoku wa totemo omoshiroi desu/ My family is so lovely
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense?→ Never. But I hope I can use a sword well, like Roronoa Zoro
077. Killed somebody → Physically not, but maybe yes in their spirit
078. Broken someone’s heart → So many times! Ahahahaha…
079. Been arrested → Yes in a little case: Ride 3 persons on a motorcycle, drive on a wrong way and move through the red traffic light
080. Cried when someone died →Never. Their dead is their happiness
081. Kissed A Stranger? → Wow, is there anyone who will do this to me?
082. Climbed Up A Tree? → Yes but not that high
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend? → Always!!! Hohohoho…

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself → Sure. This is my body, my mind, my personality, my competence, that all are gift
085. Miracles → Yes. Impossible is possible, you know?
086. Love at first sight → No. That was just a passion, not a thing that we should called love
087. Heaven → Yes, absolutely sure. That is my homeland, Insya Allah…
088. Santa Claus → No, just a fairy tale
089. Kiss on the first date → Like someone would do this to me

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes. I’m sick of being alone
091. Do You Like Someone? → Yes, because I’m still normal
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Sure. Whatever will be happen, it was the best for us and we should pass it happily
093. Do you believe in God → ABSOLUTELY!!!

LASTS
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message → “Ah payah, silahkan cari sendiri artinya. Ya udah, met makan buat semua ya,”
095. Received Call → Gomiiko, my big sister
096. Call Made → Check my balance
097. Comment On MySpace → Je n’ai pas/ arimasen/ I don’t have any
098. Missed Call → Adji Ahmad Jaka Bramantya, since I was riving so I can’t answer his call
099. Person You Hung out With? → My jiheishoo-kuni friends, had dinner on Nasi Bakar
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people!

I tag all of you who read this article!